Friendship is a tricky thing, at least for me. Not that I'm complaining of friends, on the contrary, I am happy with what I have. But the issue with me and friendship is very delicate. I have colleagues, friends and best friends. Requires quite a friendship, and have always been so, but always try to give my support to my friends. For me, there are no "best friends" in half, without being entirely without surrendering completely. I like people who are complete, we really engage in a friendship and not miss when you need them most. I'm intense, and often attached posessivas with my friends, but only those I really like, I know I will not let me when I most need, as they have proven they will stand by me.
Difficult is to fight for what you want, but give what you love most. I gave up. But do not think it was by not having the courage to fight, but by no longer be able to suffer!